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About nymphadoras
- a perfect circle - abyssos - amorphis - anathema - as i lay dying - bal sagoth - carcass - cky - coldplay - colour haze - cynic - dark funeral - dark tranquillity - darkthrone - death - diary of dreams - dissecton - eluvietie - ensiferum - enslaved - the gone jackals - him - hammerfall - hatebreed - iced earth - in flames - incubus - inkubus sukkubus - kamelot - kataklysm - kittie - lamb of god - london after midnight - metallica - ministry - morbid angel - my dying bride - nevermore - nile - opeth - orgy - pantera - paradise lost - queen - rhapsody - saturnus - satyricon - scar symmetry - siouxsie & the banshees - six feet under - simphony x - theatre of tragedy - tool - tristania - triumphator - ...
Here are some of the bands I listen the most so you figure it out what I am ;)
Background
- Hometown
- looks like heaven
- Education
- College / University
- Occupation
- housewife
- Politics
- Don't Care
- Religion
- Catholic
Currently
- Reading
- words
- Buying
- time
- Listening to
- whatever
- Playing
- with my son
Love
- Zodiac Sign
- Scorpio (October 23 - November 21)
nymphadoras's Blog
DOORS
July 25, 2008I walked into darkness
I was lying on the floor. I couldn't tell if the floor was cold or warm. Actually the only way I knew I was lying on a floor was cuz I reached with my hand and touched it. Everything around me was quiet. I couldn't hear anything exept my own breathing. I was sceared and I didn't want to open my eyes. I was just lying there and listening. I tried to hear something but nothing was there to hear. Slowly I opened my eyes. At first I couldn't see anything because everything was very bright. When my eyes adappted to light I saw where I was lying. It was big room without ceiling. Well to me it looked like there was no ceiling cuz right above my head was bright fog. I was standing now and looking all around me. On two longer walls were many doors painted gray. Those walls werent so interesting as doors on smaller walls. On each smaller wall were just one door. One painted white another one painted black. At first I was affraid of what might come in through all those doors. I was waiting but I realised noone will come. Than I opened first gray doors. When I opened them I saw myself making a decision about my life. I closed them and opened another doors. Same thing exept it was another decision. And next doors and doors after, always same scene just another decision. I realised those were doors that can give me chance to change most important decisions I made in life. I opened and closed all doors not changing anything. Than I started looking litte bit in white doors and than little bit in black doors. I thought those were doors of my best and worst decision il life. I couldn't decide wich doors to open first. I walked towards black doors first. I slowly opened them and saw nothing. Everything was in dark. I heard whispers in thet room. Those were pleasent whispers. I closed those doors and walked towards white doors. I opened them too but I also couldn't see anything cuz like that room was filled with bright fog and I couldn't see through it. In this room I heared laughter. This laughter was not that pleasent. It sounded fake. I closed them and realised above those black and white doors are „exit“ sings. I didn't think much. I walked away from white doors and fake laughter and walked towards black doors. I opened them and walk into darknes willingly. Doors closed behind me loudly and I woke up. I was lying in my bed but with peace in my mind knowing I finally made a decision. I can't tell if it will effect my life in good or in bad way. Time will tell…