nymphadoras's Profile
About nymphadoras
- a perfect circle - abyssos - amorphis - anathema - as i lay dying - bal sagoth - carcass - cky - coldplay - colour haze - cynic - dark funeral - dark tranquillity - darkthrone - death - diary of dreams - dissecton - eluvietie - ensiferum - enslaved - the gone jackals - him - hammerfall - hatebreed - iced earth - in flames - incubus - inkubus sukkubus - kamelot - kataklysm - kittie - lamb of god - london after midnight - metallica - ministry - morbid angel - my dying bride - nevermore - nile - opeth - orgy - pantera - paradise lost - queen - rhapsody - saturnus - satyricon - scar symmetry - siouxsie & the banshees - six feet under - simphony x - theatre of tragedy - tool - tristania - triumphator - ...
Here are some of the bands I listen the most so you figure it out what I am ;)
Background
- Hometown
- looks like heaven
- Education
- College / University
- Occupation
- housewife
- Politics
- Don't Care
- Religion
- Catholic
Currently
- Reading
- words
- Buying
- time
- Listening to
- whatever
- Playing
- with my son
Love
- Zodiac Sign
- Scorpio (October 23 - November 21)
nymphadoras's Blog
selfdestructive
November 28, 2007selfdestructive
i'm falling into darkness too much these days. i'm laughing less and thinking about death too often. last time i felt like that i tried to kill myself (i was 14). i cutted my wrists, but my parents came back early and now i live. i said i'll never do that again to myself. i'm having some hard times now. whoever looks at my life thinks it's perfect but truth is far from that. most of my problems are in my head (like 12 years ago), and i can't help myself. i know better now and i will not kill myself (or try to do something like that), don't worry. my family means too much to me. i know some of you may think i'm crazy, and you are probably right. i have everything a person would want, housband, beautiful son, friends, house... everything! than why i feel like shit, why i'm doing that to myself, why i'm not letting enyone know me the way i really am? i'm thorn apart inside, i'm breaking into pieces and i'm doing that to myself for a long time. why i have to be so selfdestructive? why i can't allow myself to be happy?






